i'm not sure how certain types of people think..

i KNOW i've questioned this MANY times before- why is my mom acting so damn concerned with me? she's got TWO other kids- one who hasn't even graduated high school (she's 34 years old i think) PLUS she has grandchildren for my mom to act concerned about. you're NOT gonna get ANYTHING from me acting like you're concerned about me because i know this is all for attention like everything else you do and you can definitely NOT count on getting anything monetarily from me outta this fake concern for me. i made my will and you can definitely count yourself out of it. i think the only person who gets anything from me is my brother and it's STAYING that way. he's the only one who actually works for his money and the shit he's had to go through on account of YOU i can only relate to, so i'm gonna try my best to make up for all the shit you've put him through. selfish narcissistic ass. you never used to act like you cared about me wanting to move to new york.. you said, AND I QUOTE: "this is your life! do what makes you happy!" you may be one of those dolts who tell people whatever they want to make them happy without really meaning it though. your youngest daughter PROBABLY has an effect on how you're all of a sudden concerned and clingy with me though. she also hasn't accomplished anything in her life, so she thinks she can step on people who HAVE actually done things, so she looks good. ANYONE with INTELLIGENCE will realize this, tubs. an attempt to make ME look bad will just drag you down. plus- like i've told mom MANY times- if something is MEANT to happen- you can't stop it. then i remember "MISERY LOVES COMPANY." and it explains EVERYTHING- my mom and sister are BOTH selfish, so they could care less about all the shit i've been through if it somehow makes them look good in some way. misery loves company- so be each other's company and LEAVE ME ALONE. then i read something on facebook talking about some moms who view their children as competition. i remember when i lived in burnsville when my mom was forced to take me to my grandma's house every other weekend by my grandma and she whined about how i had a "better apartment" than her. so that also may pertain to my mom attempting to stop me from moving to a BETTER place.